January 25, 2007

For Shame

YESTERDAY:
"Thursday, I'll send out (yet another) batch of Craigslist and Chicago Reader resumes then I'll tromp around to various biznesseseses in my area and try to score a gig."

Well, I made a liar of myself.

Woke up late, did laundry and went out for a coffee before The Riot's rehearsal.

Shame on me.

EDITED:
OK, I sent a bunch of resumes after posting this. So I'm not a total liar, but definitely a procrastinator.

So, whatcha been up to?

This week I'm gonna suck it up.

Thursday, I'll send out (yet another) batch of Craigslist and Chicago Reader resumes then I'll tromp around to various biznesseseses in my area and try to score a gig. Part-time, full-time, slinging coffee, whatever.

A part-time gig would pay the bills, a full-time gig gets me back in the saddle; I need clothes, glasses, contacts, etc.

My W-2 stuff came in early and I e-filed right away, letting me catch up on rent and stuff, but wow, when I realized how much my return was, I almost crapped my pants. Almost. It saved my bacon and that was eminently crap-worthy if I do say so.

But man...in a way how awesome has this been? Directing groups and using that cash to buy groceries, or house managing and using that money for sundries.

Yeah, yeah, sure it's not like I had much of a choice, but it felt good in a way. I was earning money doing what I love, and then using that money for stuff I need.

That probably sounded dumb.

It was nice at times to think my only job for the last couple of months was directing and sub-coaching and while it didn't pay the rent, it took care of some of the other stuff.

* * *

Right now, I'm working with two groups, Wing Night and The Riot. Wing Night is a former Incubator ensemble that needed a director and I happened to subcoach and got the gig. The Riot is a current Incubator ensemble and I'm in the beginning part of my four-month tour with them (I'm the second director of three that will work with The Riot over a year). With Chrysalis Clark retired and my temporary hiatus from Big Yellow Bus due to Riot rehearsal/BYB show time conflict, I'm pretty much a two-ensemble guy with the occasional pick up show or subcoaching gig here or there along with the Incubator Auditions in February and the General Auditions in March brewing on the side.

Eh, I'm bored.

I'll end here.

January 23, 2007

Offbeat but Onrhythm

Human Beatbox
A vid by Lasse Gjertsen

Drums

Another vid by Lasse Gjertsen

6 Drummers, 1 Apartment

An entrancing and intriguing short film


January 22, 2007

Linking Mood

Yes, yes, I should be putting more personal stuff on here...but I've only been in a linking kinda mood of late.

American Gladiators? Total pussies.
(aka "Goddamn, that's redonkulous!")

Steve Jobs introduces the iPhone on MadTV.
(aka "So true, so true...hey, there's the Chicago people!")

Bundle up, nerds.
(aka "I would totally wear that!")

Best. Entrance. Ever.
(aka "I love the Monarch and his henchmen!")

Extreme Music Flashback

(aka "I made a pun! Extreme! Get it? Huh Huh Huh?")

January 19, 2007

1 more...

One more to add to the previous entry:

KT Tunstall "I want you back"

Almost sunrise, still unemployed

Up late because, well, I have nothing else to do. I guess nothing soothes the insomniac unemployed soul more than youtube videos...

Bare Naked Ladies "Wind It Up"


Matthew Sweet "Girlfriend"


Music Instruction Mash Up



George Michael "Faith"


KT Tustall "Black Horse and Cherry Tree"


January 18, 2007

Insomnia = Star Wars

Barbershop Quartet


High School Jedis


Star Wars: The Musical


And, why the hell not...

They're Taking the Hobbits to Isengard


Barry White Gollum


and, of course...

Tom Wilson aka Biff from Back to the Future doing some stand up

January 17, 2007

Killing Time

Well, while waiting to find out if I scored a part time job, I might as well share what I find on the intratubes...

007s (vid)
All the James Bonds play a hand of poker

Tom Hanks 007 (vid)
The newest James Bond

January 14, 2007

Monday Clicks

Jack Bauer Kill Count (link)
Six seasons of Jack kicking ass and taking names

McFerrin (vids)
Ave Maria, riffing on Bach, a cool audience participation piece and being a good sport

OJ (link)
Newsweek had a peek at OJ's now-canceled book

Statues Remixed (link)
Famous statues photoshopped

Waxing!!! (vid)
Women getting their first waxing. (safe for work and hilarious)

Wild Thing (vid)
Mother effin' Hendrix, y'all!

January 11, 2007

Oh, Rumination, You Imposing Guest

Scattered improv thoughts.

*

The more I direct improv the more I feel this way about my ensembles:

Their successes are theirs; their failures are mine.

*

I told someone today regarding looking at leaving their ensemble and move on to a new one, specifically what they wanted in a new ensemble -- "Be honest with yourself. Don't lie. Because you'll only be angry at yourself when you realize the truth."

*

This article made me realize that for all the cynical memories I have of IO, I've forgotten all the good times, great times and superduperawesomest times I had there. I still visit on occasion, but the memories and feelings get all jumbled together every time I have a moment to myself and let the past sink in.

*

I will never feel like I've done enough. I will always feel I could've done more and done it better. One day I will make a list of everything I've accomplished and I know I'll look at it and wonder why it seems like so little.

January 10, 2007

Girls

Dear Girls,

I like you.

But sometimes I'm awkward around you.

Sammy


PS
Sometimes I'll say something dumb too.



PPS
Really dumb.



PPPS
Like "ohmygooddidhejustsaywhatIthoughthesaid" dumb.



PPPPS
I was probably trying to be funny or something. And failed miserably. But the other stuff I said was probably funny.



PPPPPS
Maybe. Probably not.



PPPPPPS
If anything I'm earnest. And honest. And witty. And funny (mostly). And I listen to you because I'm genuinely interested in what you have to say. Isn't that what it's supposed to be about, that connection? That ineffable interaction between people?



PPPPPPPS
But I'm not smooth. Not. At. All.



PPPPPPPPS
I wish I could be a total dick jerkface sonofabitch motherfucker badass. But that's not me.



PPPPPPPPPS
I wish I could be a Cassanova Romeo sexyabs sultrystubbleface. But that's not me either.



PPPPPPPPPPS
But, yeah, girls I like you.



PPPPPPPPPPPS
like like you.



PPPPPPPPPPPPS
uh, yeah.



PPPPPPPPPPPPPS
I mentioned the awkward thing, right?



PPPPPPPPPPPPPPS
Ok.



PPPPPPPPPPPPPPPS
*whistles*

January 09, 2007

Fucked Up

We're all fucked up in our own wonderful way.

Me.
You.
Everyone.

All of us.

Wonderfully, beautifully fucked up.

And that's what makes us interesting.

January 08, 2007

Links? You betcha

12 (link)
The very first 12 issues of Thrasher on line

50 (vid)
Top 50 music videos of 2006

Ambient (vid)
Video for Be Good or Be Gone, sung with ambient sound

CSI: Corny (vid)
A collection of crappy CSI: Miami one-liners

Fingerboarding (vid)
Tiny skateboard, big tricks.

Indexed (link)
Venn diagrams + Humor = Awesome

and finally

Poo (link)
From the upcoming Scrubs musical episode

January 06, 2007

Natural Lifespan of a Butterfly
















Today Chrysalis Clark decided to retire. After a brief but honest chat on the sunny side steps of Gill Park, we had lunch and laughs at the nearby Horizon Cafe. I'm glad Chrysalis Clark decided it was a good time to move on and to end things on a positive note. It was a good year and a good run.

Kudos to you, Chrysalis Clark.

January 03, 2007

Working Man...

A 3-day temp stint is kicking my ass.

After 2 months of unemployment, I jumped at the the chance for a short gig and some quick cash. It's simple--handing out CTA U-Pass cards to DePaul students, but sitting all day at a table from 7:00 - 6:00 checking IDs and swiping cards is mindnumbing and soulsucking.

Ah, the things we do for money.